these few weeks wanted to sit down and type out the report for ISANA but mmm cannot seem to concentrate... dont really feel like doing anything for MUISS at this point of time... more concern about how I am going through the holidays... mmm no money to spend coz all the money i earned go to rent and bills for now... trying very hard to pay off all these money so that next money i can start having some surplus in my bank account for next year... *sigh*
mmmm Officeworks job is fine but it can get quite boring these few days due to a lack of customers... mmm just read Ryan's blog haha mmmm well shall not comment on what he says though but well the only comment is that i am quite unhappy that he had free hours on christmas which means that he is assigned on that day but he no need to work and get paid for it! mmmm well he is lucky i guess but sometimes i felt unjustified coz i so far never take any off and i think i performed relatively well in the tasks i am assigned to... true that i am given more hours but well it means also i got more boring time... mmm but well i want to transfer to BM (Business Machines) coz i think it is more 'happening' there i guess... mmm can walk around and talk to customers... Point of Sale (POS) is definietly boring.... mmm well... mmm hope Andrea (manager in charge of POS) is in tom... need to tell her that I need to take about three weeks off to go back to Singapore... hope that she allows... coz Jan is the peak period for Officeworks... mmm well during that period, Ryan can get all the extra time that he want... keke
mmm i am homesick now... very homesick... quarrel with my mum yesterday... mmm coz she says that i am overspending... well i know that... and i know that the money i am using is my parents savings... thats the reason why i stayed back in Melbourne to work man... mmm i am trying to lessen the impact as much as possible... mmmm that day at SEF with Oaky and Ryan, we are just talking about how people are destined to have something... and how their life turn out the way in compensation for the bad things that happened to them... mmm well i am not from a well off family... but i am trying very hard to change that destiny... hope that this blog will still exist when i have children so that i can show them that their father is trying to re-create a destiny will ensure that they will have a very good life... and this is attributed to their grandparents which sufferred for the sake for their children (ie me!)... mmmm
but well next year is a challenge coz got a lot of things in my hand... need to reorganise my life now... coz next year got a lot of events that i need to take care of in my final year of my uni:
- Study (need to get my usual Ds and HDs... this year results totally sux)
- MUISS (need to get the foundation right and make it integral to Monash Uni)
- Work 1 (hope that i still got my job at Officeworks)
- Work 2 (perform at MAS and hope to win the contract with Monash Uni)
Mmm next year will try to be selfish... really selfish... think that this year i think of and about other people too much and i suffered in the end... this year begining i talked about being cold hearted... mmm well i will really need to do that... in terms of study, living lifestyle, MUISS (separating work from friendship) and work as well... so people dont blame me... i am not obliged to help anyone except myself... i am not obliged to think and concern about anyone except myself... i am not obliged to help anyone to get out of their shit... well people reading this blog get that in mind.. well i also dont know to what extend i can do that... it is my character to be nice and accomdating... but well seems like people are making full use of me... get pissed off so much but kept it to myself... mmm example, i just send an email to SIF complaining about our Tua Kang King Joseph... fuck him man... hope that i will not need to work with him anymore... wonder why he was appointed as the Honouary Counsellor man... give Singaporeans a bad name...
most likely i am moving out... will find a place to move in... mmm well Renee... if i do that... come back earlier to find urself a place to move in... coz not guarantee i can find a place for u... getting pissed off now trying to look for people and place to move into
8 Comments:
;p hahaha... :) hang in there dude..! things may not be as bad as it seems ... ;p
Hey buddy... Don't worry abt nothing man... we'll suffer together.. I also got to get my act together.. Or else.. I am in worse shit than I could ever imagine... Seriously, we'll get thru it bro... It will be all good!...Ciaoz..
haha well self pity... mmm well i also want to get a life... so u try staying in melbourne now and see whether u can get a life~! from ur response seems like u are not in Melbourne!!!
incidentally i am studying in the US..sounds like way further from your so called MELBOURNE eh and i am a GIRL. dont seem to have all these problems.you should get a grip really and stop whining.
haha US... that figures... more life there... think u never been to MELBOURNE... so what it is further? So wat you are a gal? haha well if u are reading my blog, then it means u have no life as well right? well guess u are right too... self-pity... mmm defined wat is that for your term... well pple need self pity... if not they will just be farking assholes who assume that people will do things for them... when u can self pity, u can pity others as well too right?
haha oh ya... think u are a rich gal as well... mmm well maybe compare to my standards... or maybe u are a scholar... mmm able to go US to study is an accomplishment... best of luck to you anyway~
there are tonnes of people studying in melb and i have TONNES of frds, both 'rich' and 'poor' alike over there. seems to be they are having the time of their lives and NONE of them WHINED so much..and yes you would think being a male would help curb whinings..i thought singaporean males are required to serve NS?looks like it doesnt help BOYS to be MEN eh.
mmm well anonymous... it is up to you what you what to think and i do not want to comment on ur sexist remarks. If u think that i am whining... then so be it... i like to whine... so what? Different people face differen situations and react different... well if u are in my shoes, maybe u dont whine... good for u... yeah people here are enjoying their life in melbourne... i am enjoying my life here as well... but i can enjoy more if i find so many problems myself and burden myself etc etc... NS does change guys... too bad u gals do not have the chance to experience it... and please do not associate my whinning with NS... u think NS is some form of brainwashing stuff? after u go through NS u no need to whine anymore? mmm well just a comment... look at it this way some people say that gals when they give birth, they will be more mature and adapt a motherly figure etc etc... but not all gals do right? It is my right to whine... if u dont like it why do u consistently read my blog which is all about my whining? mmmm u sure seems like an interesting person...
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