Friday, July 29, 2005

Been two months this time since i updated my blog... being irritated by a lot of people who think this who think that and think that they knew a lot of stuff... bullshit...

1. hated people who think that they are farking hardworking and clean only when they are free. Can leave dishes in the sink but when people leave dishes in the sink, he thinks that he cannot run a farking organisation.

2. hated people who think that someone is not good enough to lead an organisation because he is worried that no one can do their farking table duty and sell tickets for MMN. (come on everyone knows that from previous year, how effective is table duty?) I am a realist and not an idealist

3. hated people who question my authority in front of my committee members without first come to talk to me.

4. hated people who question me who had no farking logic or even know what he/she is talking about in the first place. Get your facts right before approaching someone and dont waste the other people time.

I kept quiet coz i dont like to shoot people (especially in front of others) but dont treat me as i am ok with this and that. My advice for everyone who reads this blog of mine is that think of urself as a person and your position first before going on shooting people or telling people other things. Yeah have an open mind and think of what you say first in the first place. If you think yourself are so capable or so CLEAN, well be in my shoes first and physically/literally be in MY SHOES, frankly speaking, if you dont speak to me face to face and you expressed your disconcern about me to other people, i can say now... FARK U and frankly speaking i am no need of such friends or workmates who stab people at the back...

I am sick of needing to explain myself always why MUISS is this and why MUISS is not that... fark everything i say... if you are so capable that you can keep MUISS surviving next year with VSU around and still maintain a good committee cum get good feedback from everyone around you. Go ahead. Dont compare my term with Yvonne, Ryan and even Cheng Hoe... what is VSU to them man??? During their period, MI is not integrating with Monash Uni or private sponsorship going down or International student numbers are going down. I have 24 hours of my life and i spend more than 1/4 of it on MUISS, 1/4 on studies, 1/4 on sleeping and 1/4 on working. Fark man where is my private life? My execs always complain that i did not give them direction etc etc, COME ON, we are all adults here... where is the farking initiative? NLC is bad enough liao, cant someone take the initative to like organise meeting, table duty, clean up the lounge... fark man, small things cannot handle and you guys want to handle the university to ensure MUISS survive or get money next year??? Outside people lagi worse... first thing always is compare my term with previous terms, open your farking eyes and see... what is so different and similar between my term and previous terms???? if i can have their working conditions, I would be most happy also...

Fark it... I only have around two months to the end of my term liao... if you all guys think that it is easy, go and run for the position, of course you will still have an easier life than me, coz everything I had set the foundation already. However, let me remind everyone that "whatever i can build, i can destroy as well"