now still waiting for Renee to finish bathing... so lets blog somemore~ keke i am sure on a roll now haha
How to actually know that you are interested in a gal? questions to ask? mmmm issit someone u are subconsciously interested in? or issit u like that gal for the sake of liking someone or just for a relationship? mmm only time can tell... mmm would one make the effort to go after someone in which he thinks that he is interested in? and wat efforts would you actually considered as real efforts? or you like leave it to the strings of fate to tie both of you tog?
I am just now sick of life, just feel very tired... coz of what is happening ard me to a certain extent, and i really need someone to confine to... none can understand how i feel... so is this the reason why i should find someone now? will that particular someone understand how i feel? People dont know what i am going through now and even though i tell them, they will not understand it.. some may undertsand parts of it... but without the complete picture, this is totally useless... who to blame.... I really blamed myself... i always do things in stages and i normally skipped stages which i deemed as unnecessary so that i can be way ahead of others in terms of strategic planning and thinking... so many people dont understand how i think, plan and relate to others... sometimes i really felt depressed... really thought that i found someone that i can relate to... but well at this current stage, it is just an imaginary past....
MUISS elections had made me thinking.... a lot of people feel that I am manipulating the remaining committee for the next term so that I could be president. I declared now that i had every intentions and desire to be MUISS president... but not to that desperate to manipulate people... so i told some of the members i FARKED the position of the president.... *Gosh* maybe people feel that i am boastful that my resume looked good enough and i do not need the presidency of MUISS to make it look better... but my true intentions are to help international students in Monash and I am being accused of something that I am so upset about... I am taking a huge risk here man, next year is my last year and i think that I am doing what i think i am doing for the best interest of MUISS.... but why dont people understand??? even so at least trust my judgement for once.... so well FARK THE EXECS POSITIONS!!!!
How to actually know that you are interested in a gal? questions to ask? mmmm issit someone u are subconsciously interested in? or issit u like that gal for the sake of liking someone or just for a relationship? mmm only time can tell... mmm would one make the effort to go after someone in which he thinks that he is interested in? and wat efforts would you actually considered as real efforts? or you like leave it to the strings of fate to tie both of you tog?
I am just now sick of life, just feel very tired... coz of what is happening ard me to a certain extent, and i really need someone to confine to... none can understand how i feel... so is this the reason why i should find someone now? will that particular someone understand how i feel? People dont know what i am going through now and even though i tell them, they will not understand it.. some may undertsand parts of it... but without the complete picture, this is totally useless... who to blame.... I really blamed myself... i always do things in stages and i normally skipped stages which i deemed as unnecessary so that i can be way ahead of others in terms of strategic planning and thinking... so many people dont understand how i think, plan and relate to others... sometimes i really felt depressed... really thought that i found someone that i can relate to... but well at this current stage, it is just an imaginary past....
MUISS elections had made me thinking.... a lot of people feel that I am manipulating the remaining committee for the next term so that I could be president. I declared now that i had every intentions and desire to be MUISS president... but not to that desperate to manipulate people... so i told some of the members i FARKED the position of the president.... *Gosh* maybe people feel that i am boastful that my resume looked good enough and i do not need the presidency of MUISS to make it look better... but my true intentions are to help international students in Monash and I am being accused of something that I am so upset about... I am taking a huge risk here man, next year is my last year and i think that I am doing what i think i am doing for the best interest of MUISS.... but why dont people understand??? even so at least trust my judgement for once.... so well FARK THE EXECS POSITIONS!!!!
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