Feel like crying now... been typing my blog for the past hr and the stoopid computer hang~! cow... mmm maybe it is a sign that i should not publish that blog... but well heck care it man.... will try to restored what i had typed just now....
Now i will choose to start with the positive aspects of wat i had typed just now.... Mmm i summarised this year for me as quite a good experience for me even though as the expense of my results so far.... but there are something that i had learn could not even compensated by good results. Maybe here are a few of them which i felt definitely have an impact with my life...
1. Starting work with my tutor, Liz (learn a lot of things that uni cannot provide me, but sometimes i felt that i am being exploited to a certain extent... but I am willing i guess)
2. Working in MUISS (helps me to see a lot of things in life and uni... at least i knew that my predictions for Monash even before i knew more about it was true to a certain extent and i had see the true university life instead of just the ignornant international student aspect)
3. Being the vicepresident of SAM (knew a lot of people ranging from Monash Uni staff to SIF pple to Contact Singapore pple to other people... working with Joseph had made me see one important harsh reality of life which is "Tua Kang")
4. Being the Chairman of Connexions 2004 (still felt that it was not a success but had the opportunity to talk to Dr Tan, the Director of SIF which had changed my whole perspective of life... but i still yet to find the missing element to reinforce that particular idea)
5. Living in Seascape (shall not comment on it until later but i feel that sometimes living with friends can put a huge strain on friendship as well relationships)
6. Loving this particular person (sometimes it is just better to stay as friends, and i really miss the good times we had as compared to this year)
7. Loving another person (what is not fated will not be fated)
8. Having more coffee outings with people (learn a lot of things and they definitely helps to improve social connections~!)
Mmm think thats all for now i guess... but i feel that these things had changed my perception. However, as personality influence perception a lot, i guess it will be difficult to change things with a snap of a finger and i really need to consider that... will definitely give serious thoughts into these issues man... esp if i am going to be a leader or a member of a group in the future~
Now i will choose to start with the positive aspects of wat i had typed just now.... Mmm i summarised this year for me as quite a good experience for me even though as the expense of my results so far.... but there are something that i had learn could not even compensated by good results. Maybe here are a few of them which i felt definitely have an impact with my life...
1. Starting work with my tutor, Liz (learn a lot of things that uni cannot provide me, but sometimes i felt that i am being exploited to a certain extent... but I am willing i guess)
2. Working in MUISS (helps me to see a lot of things in life and uni... at least i knew that my predictions for Monash even before i knew more about it was true to a certain extent and i had see the true university life instead of just the ignornant international student aspect)
3. Being the vicepresident of SAM (knew a lot of people ranging from Monash Uni staff to SIF pple to Contact Singapore pple to other people... working with Joseph had made me see one important harsh reality of life which is "Tua Kang")
4. Being the Chairman of Connexions 2004 (still felt that it was not a success but had the opportunity to talk to Dr Tan, the Director of SIF which had changed my whole perspective of life... but i still yet to find the missing element to reinforce that particular idea)
5. Living in Seascape (shall not comment on it until later but i feel that sometimes living with friends can put a huge strain on friendship as well relationships)
6. Loving this particular person (sometimes it is just better to stay as friends, and i really miss the good times we had as compared to this year)
7. Loving another person (what is not fated will not be fated)
8. Having more coffee outings with people (learn a lot of things and they definitely helps to improve social connections~!)
Mmm think thats all for now i guess... but i feel that these things had changed my perception. However, as personality influence perception a lot, i guess it will be difficult to change things with a snap of a finger and i really need to consider that... will definitely give serious thoughts into these issues man... esp if i am going to be a leader or a member of a group in the future~
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